Beta #2 = Negative

So we went from being "Pregnant" on Thursday to not being pregnant on Monday. What a roller coaster. I am still so unsure how to process everything. We are obviously really sad that after 14 months of trying we end up with a chemical pregnancy. It's the most confusing thing. You are mourning a loss that seems like it was never there. We knew from the beginning that this would probably not end well. But we had hope that it might just turn around. But it was so early that we never heard a heartbeat or saw anything. Just a positive HPT. And now it's over as soon as it started. Now we have to wait for AF for more baseline testing to see if we can start again next cycle. We are hopeful that it can work again for us and turn out better this time around.